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LALALALALAA.
I AM SIAO LE!
WOOO~!
okayyyyyyy, let bygones be bygones!
wooo.

something happened today.
forgot le!
lolols. after that, about 2,3 plus,
went swimming with fengling to destress myself.
think back, i've got about 6 or more months nvr swim le.
wahhhh, damn long worrr.
my skills all bye le.
hahahahahas.
we wanted to put our things in the locker,
then we there like retarted like that.
stand there, banging the locker. coz we don know how to take the key.
we inserted the coins, then wanna pull.we keep pulling the key out,
but cannot. then we damn stupid sia.
we tot that the coin stuck there. then we put one more 20 cents coin in.
then fengling tot of one thing. she close the locker, then locked it.
the coins dropped inside. then she say ;"THERE! can le. "
then we say ;"our things still inside lehh"
then we wanna open again.
we didnt know somethingggggg.
IF WE LOCK THE THING, WE OPEN IT, AND WANNA LOCK IT AGAIN,
NEED TO PUT MONEY AGAINNN.
so many again. we wasted our 60cents trying to lock it.
we wasted another 40cents to redo it. LOLOL.
we there standing, keep playing with the locker. LOLOL
omg. i felt that we are idiots. LOL.
then fengling was damn pro luhh. lols.
she swim swim swim, then hit ppl.
then she stand there wait for ppl to swim then she can cross.
like waiting for traffic. LOLOL.
we went to the deep pool. omg luhh.
the middle there was damn scaryy.
SO DEEEPPP.
fengling swim until cannot breathe. hahahas.
hmmmss. afte that, we go back to the normal pool.
then saw fengling's mother got a new friend.
The friend is 50 plus and yet, she got a son age 3.
fengling mother say, she like taking a grandson instead of a son.
LOLOL. after that we went to take a bath at about 5 plus.
my hair was damn sticky and dry.
thanks to the chloride.
LOLOLOL. by now, still have sia.
forget it, tmr then wash again. xDD
dirty me. hahahahas.
we went to buy a packet of fries and a hotdog at the swimming pool there.
it's was damn delicious okayy?! LOLOL.

after that, we went out of the swimming complex.
then fengling told her mother to go to a shop to buy super cheap stuffs.
then we went there.
the snacks there was indeed cheap.
4 packets polo mints sweets for one dollar only, instead of 1 for 50cents.
then all the chocolates biscuits all for one dollar only.
DAMN CHEAP OKAYY?!
then fengling and her mother keep taking and taking. LOL.
i was walking around see if got marshmallow not.
i wan plain de! but there only have those which got fillings like grapes all these.
ahh. nevermindddd.
we went to sheng song to buy hotdog. LOLOL.
we saw the octopus legs. circle circle de. purple colour somemore.
LOLLOL.
we saw a piece of shark fin.
fengling's mother: " wahhh. shark fin lehh. how much?"
i saw a tag there. then i said:"11.90"
then fengling say:"70 dollars la. read on the packages"
i said:"o.0 omg. so ex sia. REAL DE MAN"
then i keep knocking the shark fin. very very hard. lols. like stone.
then fengling's mother found another thing:"this shark fin is real or fake de?"
me and fengling read the tag .
and i said:"confrim fake de. "
fengling said:"how you know is fake de?"
i said:"look at the price. see the difference between 70 plus and 10 plus?"
then she laughed. LOLOL.
continue. they found the hotdog and went to cashier.
i turned and I FOUND SOMETHING xDD
a black impact! mints de. BLACK WORRRR.
hahahas. i just took and went to the cashier.

went to the market and ate a plate of duck rice.
yum yum. long time nvr eat le. xD
then fengling and her mother ate ban mian.
i was the 1st one who eat finish!
of coz luhhh. i rice lehh. LOL
after that, i went to go buy longgan drink.
YUMM. the long gan. wow!
i gave 2 to fengling. hahas.
i drank, and my stomach started to pain.
LOL. everytime like that de.
fengling and her mother bought an ice kachang and eat.
how i wish if i will have a mother like hers.
she feeds her everything. and play with her like friend like that.
my mother leh? NO LOR. zzz. neverminddd.

went to the bus interchange and waited for the bus.
bus come le! me and fenling went upstairs.
then talked about somethingggg.
my stomachache came again. this time, it's more painful.
i clinched on fengling's hand and held her hands damn tight.
all my hair all rose up le. stand so straight luhh. hahahas.
the only thing i tot is, TOILET.
LOLOLOL. then, i went to fengling house to get something.
some sort of a oil to cure ulcers.
i've got a BIG BIG ULCER in my mouth.
it's was damn bigggg. pain until like siao luhh.
i applied it. YEWW MAN.
it suck. got those like car fuels de taste.
then like very very bitter.
my whole mouth started to numb and i talked like cannot move like that.
IT WAS DAMN BITTER and yeww !
okayyyyy. lolols. i asked for sweets. then i got a honey sweet.
which is the same company as the oil. LOLOL.
now, my ulcer still quite pain luhh.
godddd, help me man!
i went homeee. and now i am. hahas.

woooo. quite a long post worrrrrr. indeed.
so long nvr post so long post le.
understand what am i talking abou?
LOLOL. GOOD.
so see yas!
bye guys.

ling xDD

第一次爱的人 by Cyndi (same music as The day you went away by m2m ;D)

灰色的天 你的脸
爱过也哭过笑过痛过之后只剩再见
我的眼泪 湿了脸
失去第一次爱的人竟然是这种感觉

总以为 爱是全部的心跳
失去爱我们就要~就要 一点点慢慢的死掉

当我 失去你那一秒心突然就变老
the day you went away
喧闹的街 没发现我的泪被遗忘在街角
the day you went away----

我看着你 走过街
还穿着去年夏天我送你的那双球鞋
银色手链 还耀眼
你的世界似乎一点也没有因此改变

有一天 也许我能把自己治好
再一次想起来 应该要怎么笑
第一次爱的人它的坏他的好
却像胸口刺青 是永远的记号
跟着我的呼吸 直到停止心跳

轨迹 by 周杰伦

怎么隐藏 我的悲伤 失去你的地方
你的发香 散的匆忙 我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛 还能看见 你离去的痕迹
在月光下 一直找寻 那想念的身影

如果说分手 是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前 我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的 不敢说的爱
会不会有人 可以明白

我会发着呆 然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆 然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍 你温柔的脸 在我忘记之前

心里的眼泪 模糊了视线 你已快看不见

I'll be waiting by Lenny Kravitz

He broke your heart
He took your soul
You're hurt inside
Because there's a hole
You need some time
To be alone
Then you will find
What you always know

I'm the one who really loves you baby
I've been knocking at your door

As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathing, I'll be there
Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me, I'll be there

I've seen you cry
Into the night
I feel your pain
Can I make it right
I realized there's no end inside
Yet still I'll wait
For you to see the light

I'm the one who really loves you baby
I can't take it anymore

As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathing, I'll be there
Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
You are my only I've ever known
That makes me feel this way
Couldn't on my own
I want to be with you until we're old

You have the love you need right in front of you
Please come home

As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathing, I'll be there
Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me, I'll be there

&thatstheendofherstory.
ling xD

PLEASE. EVERYTHING IS JUST MINE!
junnn:
everything started from me.
i hurt you alot. Here, i say sorry to you.
对不起，我不应该隐瞒你。
我真的不是有意要伤害你的。
我真的真的很害怕，因为，我知道，这件事不可能会发生。
我不告诉你，不是因为我不信任你，是我害怕。
真的真的很对不起。
benjamin:
it's really not your fault, please.
it's mine.
At the 1st place, i shouldnt have keep things from her.
if i tell her, things will not be like that.
everything just started from me. really.
so don blame yourself.

really sorry. i really don wanna make things become like that.
PLEASE. let the fault be mine.
i should be the one who deserve it.
junnnnnn, really sorryy.

ling.

*The day you went away.

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do ?
I do, you know I really really do
Well hey ,
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day,
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces.


*Dear Diary.

Dear Diary,
Something good happened today
He finally called me by my name
I didn't know how to behave
What to say or do
I was so confused
Dear Diary,
I wanna talk to him again
But whenever he was is with his friends. He keeps trying to pretend
But I already see
The way he feels for me


What can I do ?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way ?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
-
Dear Diary,
He wrote some letter on his hand
It wasn't hard to understand
I figured I'm part of his plans
But now I'm in his heart
I don't know where to start

You're my secret hiding place
Where my private thoughts are safe
And just one look and he will see
What's inside of me


ling xD

你相信童话故事吗？
有没有人可以告诉我，为什么公主和王子都会有美好的结局？
没有一个童话故事是不好的结局吗？
的确是这样。
那。。我的王子呢？要等到多久，王子才会出现？

现在，总觉得生命就像梦境一样。
常常会有意外的事情发生。
真希望那场意外，没发生在我身上。

多希望，我没遇见你。这样，我就不必那么痛苦了。
我现在，唯一能做的，只有两个选择。
一，放弃。二，等待。
如果是放弃的话，我能做到吗？
“不能”，我的心回答。
如果是等待，那究竟要等多久？
说来说去，就是没得选。
只好默默地离开。

现在，唯一能为你做的，就是找幸福给你。
我试着放弃，来让我自己快乐些。
因为，我知道我是不可能得到的。
放弃总比等待来得实际。
做人啊，实际一点比较好。XD

我，能吗？谁能帮帮我？
虽然说，喜欢一个人，就是要让他幸福，快乐，
但，我能放得下吗？
幸福给了你，我呢？
难道说，只有破碎的回忆就留在我心里吗？
我好像对自己，有一点自私。
但，我不能对别人太自私吧？
所以，就当这是我受到的惩罚吧。
让这伤口，永远永远留在我的心里。

爱情，不能让，也让不了。
但，我必须牺牲我的爱情，来换取别人的快乐。
我相信，我一定能做到。我必须坚强。
这样，我才能，做到。。
就为我加油吧！XD

等待奇迹的出现。

ling.