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hey!

let's talk about yesterday!
IT WAS THE LAST DAY OF EXAM! WAHAHAHA.
anyway, physics ain't easy!

went to bugis!
with melissa, regina, jun and chi!
wahaha, finally we have a DPPGs outing, for sooooooo long!
went to eat at kfc, then went bugis street to find melissa's dress/biker jacket and bi's jacket.
alright, we went up and down, left and right, to find.
i think we can memorise every shop already. lols.
me and bi were like walking through and fro. esp the hongkong cafe. LOL.
so malu/paiseh. hahahas.
melissa bought her dress and bi didnt manage to find any jacket.

went iluma. i was super urgent. *hint, TOILET!
lols, then, there was a group of malays.
when we walked pass, one boy came and said Hi to me.
i was like , HUH? LOL.
then the 4, huh, THE FOUR, kept on laughing at me. -.-
chi still asked, " your friend ah?"
i was like, OBVIOUSLY NOT.
then the four kept on laughing and laughing.
we went to eat the berrylite yogurt!
although it was quite ex, 2 small small cups of yogurt, 10 plus. woah.
the cup's small! but, the toppings, we had nata de coco, peach and choco fudge.

then, we went to watch ANGELS & DEMONS!
jun didnt come with us, she watched already. lols.

THE MOVIE'S AWESOME!
i highly recommend all of you to watch.
although after watching, you will have some 阴影 (what's that in english?), after watching.
coz it's very very religious-based, about Catholics.
then bla bla bla.
make the !@#$%^& the most was...
one of the priest is dying, he so 伟大!
in order to safe the people from the city, he carried the bomb and took the helicopter.
then, the bomb BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!
i was crying like hell, jun said she cried too, melissa, i think got bah.
bi and chi, not sure, cannot see. LOL.
okay, continue, the bomb exploded, then SUDDENLY,
he came down?, by parachute!
i was like, heng ah! he never die. lols.
in the end, you know what?
HE WAS ACTUALLY THE BAD GUY WHO PLANNED EVERY BAD BAD THING.
i was like, walauuuuuu, i thought he's one of the good character.
then, alot of people cried when he was saving the people, so hero like that.
actually he was the mastermind!
hello! why you so bad?! LOL.
he burnt himself to death, after the holy father?, or the wear red red de, knew that he was actually THE BAD GUY.

so nice! :D
but it was abit, creepy creepy, or idk how to describe.
got alot alot of disgusting scenes.
got eyeball with blood dropped on the floor, dead corpses.
mice biting the dead corpses, with mud in the mouth, burnt to dead.
shoot shoot here, shoot shoot there. LOL.
then all the holy holy statues of angels.
basically, all about Catholics beliefs and people who hate the Catholics.
then all the priests and Father, GOD.
really very religious-based. lols.

alright, today, got back some of the results.
alright, i didnt do well though, but i happy that i pass my english!
i didnt fail! haha, alright.
tomorrow, still getting quite alot of papers back. :o
scared scared! nevermind. jiayou everyone! :D

lingg.

", why am i feeling so lost all of a sudden?

heyyyyy.

today, WOKE UP AT 6.30!
super tired. LOL.
then, prepare prepare, then about 7.15 left house.
took mrt to cityhall.
okay, reached there.
totally lost.
went to the control station there, saw lot of them wearing uniforms.
100% confirm they were going to the ceremony. LOL.
then, i walk walk here, walk walk there.
idk what's the way to the convention centre.
then, i asked a girl. so malu, she's waiting for her friend. LOL.
then, i saw a signboard! then i went up the escalator.

then, lost again. -.-
then, i saw a few students and their parents walking towards one direction.
i followed. all got people accompany, i suddenly felt very very lost.
reached there, SO MANY PEOPLE LUHHHH!
but i still felt very lost, no one was with me.
idk why, i wanna talk to people.
i felt like as if i'm at different country, but it's actually singapore. -.-
almost wanna cry already, then i smsed a few people. hoping at least one will reply.
they never reply me, make me wanna cry more.
LOL, no luh. i know they sleeping, understandable. haha. but one was not.

nevermind. then, i followed the people, anyhow walk walk here, walk walk there.
the people at at the barrier there, i stand there.
the people queue up, i followed too. LOL.
then, i queued for the line which idk what at first.
oh, it's registration. LOL.
then, i queued until almost my turn..
I SAW SHYYING! WAHAHAHAH.
so happy! i would feel lost anymore! lols.
she cut the queue, LOL.
then we registered. and..
so concidentally (spell wrongly?), her seat was beside mine! wahahahah!

this ceremony super high class luh.
so scary. so many people.
so many VERY VERY IMPORTANT PEOPLE there.
vips from alot alot of countries de. LOL.
then st stephen school's band played for us.
cool, all the members small small cute cute one.
they played quite well, i think better than our school's one.
they're like primary school students only.
they won gold for their syf.
then, talk talk.
ceremony, talk talk.
shyying was like falling asleep halfway. LOL.
both of us were like so damn hungry!
then, choir performance from idk what primary school.
also all cute cute one. LOL.
they sing very soft, just like our school's choir. LOL.
but they got actions one! so cute. LOL.

ended at about 11.30, cheated my feelings.
still say one plus. -.-
briefing also said end at 1 plus.
IT ENDED ONE AND A HALF HOUR EARLIER!
nevermind, then they asked us to stay for photo taking.
like take class photo like that. LOL. but no fun shot.
then, we went outside for reception and to collect our cheques.
we saw alot of people queueing for the cheques, so we went to toilet.
then, we went to eat.
walau, i tell you. their food all high class food luh!
idk how to describe, but super high class.
drink plain water also drink from the wine glass. superrr highhhh classs luh!
i super scared that i will malu myself there. LOL.
the chocolate cake SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE!
god, heavenly!

at about 12.15
we were still feeling hungry, then i said go find place to eat.
we walked walked heree, walked walked there.
cannot find any place to eat.
found foodcourt, but shyying said very expensive.
so i suggested go eunos eat sushi.
lols, reached eunos.
then, walked to sushi shop.
so many people. -.-
thought of waiting, but then, it was raining outside, so nevermind.
shyying went market to buy food.
i bought soya bean. LOL.
then went home.

slept for 1 to 2 hours. until about 4 plus wake up.
super tired, coz of that ceremony.
alright, so long. LOL.

byee
linggg.

", you are not the only one.
yes, i'm not.

alright.
idk why, life is getting miserable for me.
this year.
for the past few months, i was busying with all the CCAs, councillors, leadership board, y2y network, weird weird stuff.
and now, i realised that, all these, affected my studies.
my academic results are all dropping like nobody's business.
this mid year, i don think i can get good results already.
idk why, i'm so devoted to all those things, and then, had severely affected my studies.
i feel so useless luh. zzz.
why did i not balance and manage my time well?
i'm feeling super super guilty for my exams.
even though, the results not out yet.
but i know how and what is it going to be already.

oh wells, don cry over spilt milk.
it will never get useful in anyway.
how i wish, anybody could understand me.
none.

lalalalalal, alright.
be more happy!
i know that i can study harder right? RIGHT?!
alrights. idk idk idk.
my life is full of QUESTION MARKS NOW.
you know this ---> ?
yeahh, THIS! ?

shall not continue crapping.
tomorrow have to go for the ceremony.
at raffles city convention hall. sian, i agar agar know where's the place le.
(:

bad mood. super bad mood.
freaking bad mood.
ruined by someone, and more came.

everything push to me luh?
i very free is it?
i don need take exams is it?
i got sooooo much time that you all let me do everything is it?

the poster, at first, the three of us supposed to do.
someone cannot make it.
i wasted so much time with another person at payalebar, in the end, nothing come out.
now, they pushing us for the poster.
you all come to me, ask me
" where is the poster ah? you do already not? i scared she angry leh."
my problem that she angry?
what did you all do to help me with the poster?
NOTHING. i only got help from my friend.
and i spent my time drawing and colouring instead of revising my chemistry.
you all leh, only know how to ask me where's the poster.

the sponsorship too.
i just got the email today.
now, you are the one who know what to write.
why push everything to me?
i off my com, you asked me to on it again.
i on already, you said:" or you wanna do it tomorrow?"
nevermind, i continued.
i shall be a good person, i on my com, read the email, helped to write on the intro and the para which we are asking for sponsorship.
i said, i'm done.
so the rest you just continue from there.
what did you reply?
" walao, now push everything to me luh?"
in the first place, YOU ALL ARE THE ONE WHO ARE TRYING TO PUSH EVERYTHING TO ME.
what for saying that i'm pushing everything to you all?

you all push everything to me, DID I EVER SAY ANYTHING?
DID I?
did i confront you all?

at least, i helped to write out the intro and stuff.
the poster? when, you all push everything to me, did both of you help me? NO.

when you all push me all the things, DID YOU ALL EVEN HELP ME?
NOT A SINGLE HELP I GOT FROM YOU ALL OKAY.
not a single one. NOT A SINGLE ONE.
my fault now?

when you all push everything to me, my fault?
you all no time, so my fault?
I GOT SO MUCH TIME?
i don even have the time to do what i want already.
you all don have time, what makes you think that i got?

YEAH, everything is my fault now.
i just said that in the first place, is you all who are trying to push everything to me.
so what did you say?
"You think i wanna push everything to you meh? is coz i no time. aiya, nevermind. aiya, just send it to me bah. "
so unwillingly..

push everything to me, i didnt confront them, i did everything myself, with help of someone who is totally not involved in this.
when someone push everything to me again, i helped to complete half, and asked them to complete the rest, what they said to me was, " now you pushing everything to me?"
what is this?

what the hell is happening in this world?
why being a good person, will end up being used?
why life is so unfair?
why.

back to postinggg.
so sian, tomorrow add maths.
i scared i cant finish within the 2 hours.
coz i need alot of time to think than to do. LOL.
mrs santhos told us that we should manage our time.
try to manage it well tomorrow bah. (:

tomorrow can go school late late!
i don have paper in the morning.
so i can go school at around 9 plus!
cool eh, last time also don have such thing.

hmms, idk what to write le. lols.
i've got something in my head, keep on knocking.
LOL, headache.
lalala, idk what to say le.
actually in the morning, i thought of alot of things to blog.
now, all forgotten already. LOL.

anyway, goodluck too all!
bye bye.

linggg.

backkkk. (:
hmms, alright.
I'M HOME ALONE.
sit on the sofa alone.
watch tv alone.
eat alone.
play lappy alone.
talk, alone? LOL.

talk to the wall luh.
anyway, today i'm super tired. dk why.
no mood study too. and i realised, i can only do last min work.
then i can remember the things. weird right?
hmms, i feel like sleeping now. -.-
but it's just 8pm.

alrightt, tell you a very very interesting story.
I went to take a " when will you get married ?" test on facebook.
my result is 45! lols.
then this bhb guy, come laugh at me.
in the end, his result is NEVER! funny right? HAHAHAHA.
I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING. LOL.


[a=1][c=4]♫♪[/c][/a] WeiChuan. says:
heyhey wanna noe ur age 45. u noe what is my result? hehe

'#_IMperfection what? 100 ah? lols-

[a=1][c=4]♫♪[/c][/a] WeiChuan. says:
NEVER =.= DONT LAUGHHH D: lollll

'#_IMperfection HAHAHAHAHAHA
OMG
LOLOLOL
WAHAHAHAHAHASHA-

[a=1][c=4]♫♪[/c][/a] WeiChuan. says:
I was like err, whatever. =.="

'#_IMperfection WALAU, SUPER FUNNY LOL-

[a=1][c=4]♫♪[/c][/a] WeiChuan. says:
seriously. they there right never. ==."

'#_IMperfection hahas, no girls will marry you luh haha-

[a=1][c=4]♫♪[/c][/a] WeiChuan. says:
CURSE ME NEVER GET MARRIED. LOLL
lol stupiddddddddddd quiz.
stupid u tsk. i so sweet handsome charming nice, all girls want luhs~

'#_IMperfection YOU SURE NOT? ARE YOU SURE? LOL,i cannot stop laughing HAHAHA

nice right? so bhb. hahahas.
FEATURING YEO WEICHUAN! LOL.
hahas, alright, stop it.
see, i cannot stop laughing now.
lucky got him got lighten my mood.
if not i was like, moody moody ALONE at home.

what's the use of getting good results?
what's the use of getting so many scholarships and bursaries?
what's the use of everything when you all don give a damn?
every award ceremony i had, you all are always not there.
reason is, no time, busy, don know how to go, whatever.
this MDIS award ceremony, you all also don give a damn.
i got 2 invitation cards, nobody wanna come and see what i had achieved.
even last year's speech day, i got second in standard and first in d&t.
how i wished both of you could attend.
but what did you say?
DON WANT LUH. i don know how to go.
go there see you take only, very boring.
what the hell is this?
this year's speech day, i didnt ask whether you all wanna come.
but i know the result, you all will NEVER come.
and yeah, i'm already facing the fact.
you all don give a damn in my studies.
even i got good results, what you all will say is ORH.
that's all.
i'm envy that people recieve parents' praises and rewards when they get good results.
how i wish i really can recieve that kind of things from my parents.
what i get was, oh. okay loh.
everything seems so useless.
it makes me want to give up on everything.
just now, even having a 5 dollars dinner, you also give me that kind of face.
as if it cost 100 dollars.
when i take money from you for my school things like photos.
how did you react?
12 dollars ah? 12 dollars ah? really 12 dollars?
and give me that face , and wishing me to say, okay okay, i pay myself.
you know there are alots of things i'm paying myself without letting you know?
you all always say that i love to waste money.
what did you all waste on? 4D, TOTO.
isnt it a waste too? idk already. anything you all want bah.

alright, hmmms, i feel so uselss suddenly.
alright, nevermind.
thinking of those weird weird things, can only kill your brain cells.
i'm just hoping to get good results and thats all.
nothing else.

linggg.
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HIIE, EVERYONE!