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Saturday, August 29, 2009 ' ♥
the ended love; 5:06 PM HEY PEOPLE! My internet is currently having a problem, that's why i didnt online for soooooo longggggggggggg. Currently, at fengling's house. Before coming fengling's house, i was... Haha, Just now, was packing my whole whole whole room, darn. ALOT OF dust. -.- Regina came and helped me pack. Alot of things happened. And, Kenneth koh came. He so different at first. Alot of things happened again. My father and mother were sooo funny. Hahaha. Then my mother cooked lunch for Regina and Kenneth Koh. After that, i went to bath, and they were in my room, talking with sister, playing with my brother. Yang yang is soo..Hyper? Got kor kor pei him play. He's always play with girls. Now,got kk pei him, he happy eh. Anyway, went to fengling's house and till now. Later at night, go eat dinner and send kenneth koh back to hospital. TSK TSK. Anyway, my internet is really having a great problem. SIAN. nevermind, i'll try to blog as soon as possible. (: see ya. linggggggggggggg. Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ' ♥
the ended love; 9:02 PM People! My head is splitting apart, aid from anyone? :o DOCTOR! HAH. Anyway, went to school this morning. Felt utterly awful, aww. ): There was a war occuring in my head, bullets flying everywhere. ._. Wanted to vomit, but cant. My headache was really hurting, until i teared. :x Was doing duty, then melissa dragged me to the sick bay. Shauna was inside, then the person didnt allow me to go in. Then, i stayed outside with both MELISSAs and fengling. Came out, and sat at the foyer again. Fengling helped me messaged my head, it was soo damn shiok. :D But, my headache didnt go away. ): Maths and addmaths lesson, totally cannot concentrate. Was feeling so bad that i almost faint. -.- Then, went to the sick bay during recess. Went home at around 10 plus 11. Went to see doctor. Waited for almost an hour. Went home and bla bla bla. TWO DAYS MC, only. LOL, and the medicine is really reacting, i'm feeling so sleepy after i finish my medicine. Just ate. I wanna sleep. :x anyway, see ya. ): lingg Monday, August 10, 2009 ' ♥
the ended love; 10:26 PM To be honest, I'd been tired for so long I don't remember, not accurately, when I realised something serious was wrong with me and loads of things. I tried to put up with it, though. Told myself I needed more rest and that it'd pass. But, it didn't. It hurts. Well, today, a fruitful day. (: Went out with regina, fengling, kenneth KOH & NG. Alot of nonsensical things happened. The most funniest was the food court part. LOL. Kenneth koh stupid AHHH-UMM. Making fengling couldn't finish her food. Ended up with me trying to feed her. :o I went MIA with kenneth koh and kenneth ng, leaving regina and fengling behind. :x SO sorry, i have to. Anyway, after alot of stupid things happened, we went to fengling's house. While i was in the toilet, fengling's mother came into the room, saw kenneth koh and ng. Guess what she said? Let me translate in english, because she said it in chinese. "Wahh, there are 2 handsome guys here, without me knowing. " When fengling told me, i was like...SPEECHLESS. LOL. Anyway, both KENNETHs went off halfway. The 3 of us chatted, well, sort of emotional. :x Went home at 6 plus plus. I've been having headache everyday. And, idk why. Lack of sleep? Maybe. Lols. Visited some blogs. Currently, watching incredible tales from channel 8. Thanks to Jiangjie, for reminding me. If not, i'll miss it again. Because, i missed last week's episode. Serious luh, my mood isn't that good recently. SOOO, I PLEASE/plead/beg some of you, don't don't DON'T make me !@#$%, can or not? Heard LOTS of things about you. Alot, alot. You didnt know how I feel. Well, because you're selfish. You're making people feel bad. You're trying to make a fool of other people. YOU are happy, but i'm not. zzz. Too bad, just kcuf off. Don't you dare to come into my life anymore. I don't wanna see you, not even a glimpse of your face. GOODBYE. Saturday, August 08, 2009 ' ♥
the ended love; 10:15 PM 冷战; 你把我当成石膏 再不跟我争 是不是一种预告 假装都看不到 不再重要 我不会再跟你闹 无言是一种毒药 更象一把刀 切开我们的拥抱 到底爱剩多少 需要思考 承诺随爱蒸发掉 不想再当配角 安静让我动摇 我想逃跑 我听到你冷战的心跳 两败俱伤的记号 闪躲不了 我知道莫名其妙求饶也不会是解药 不如弃权走掉 面对冷的空气 冷的墙壁 冷到昏迷 冷到我真的快窒息 冷战到何时能平息放我离去 ' ♥
the ended love; 9:52 PM people, blogger is so weird. LOL. anyway, let's talk about yesterday. It was our school's NDP celebration. It was well, great! We spent less than 1 week ( added together ), to rehearse! And for the dance, we spent like 2-3 days to practice. Everything was so last minute, but we managed to make it! WOOHOO. And and, the light sticks and poppers! The whole school must thank me, regina and fengling okay! Because, after we rehearsed on wednesday until 6 plus, we headed to bugis to buy them, and brought them home! We bought 20 tubes of light sticks, which added up a total of 1000 lightsticks! And also, 10 poppers. LOL. So, must thank us for making such sacrifices okay. (: Just joking. Anyway, back to topic. Yesterday, the parade was awesome, although it was not perfect. I was the timer for the flag excorters. Then, went we march to our own place, i was like shouting the timing right in a boy's ear. He was like, awwww! LOL. I laughed, although i was still standing still, and i'm not supposed to! LOL. Then, i was standing directly(?) in front of yenzhi, and she captured a photo of me, I'M GOING TO KILL HER. And, maike, feng feng and i think leon was laughing while i was facing them, so malu. zzz. Anyway, straight after the parade, we RAN to the toilet to change. And, we danced on stage. SO MALU. Because, we only rehearsed it for about 6 hours?! And, it's total! LOL. Then, after the dance, we ran down to grab teachers on stage. Haha. SO FUN. (: When everything's over, we went for our science carnival. Bla bla, everything's over. Then, me, melissa, jun, terry and mr lim went to swensen's for meeting. So cool, i ate until full full. Ordered breaded chicken, coke and black forest ice-cream. Then, me and melissa headed to ECP, because melissa told me that charlene was having a fight with a gang of lians and bengs. And, i was going to be the peace maker. lols. When i reached, all of them faces weird weird one. In the end, the lians and bengs were wennhon, vincent, raffles they all. But they were not fighing. Haha. Then charlene was like, so angry? They waited for 2 hours. I'M SO SORRY, MY DEAR PEOPLE. ): then, regina asked me to follow her to buy water, then bla bla bla. When i wanted to go find them, danqi told me to follow her to macs as she dropped her lollipop there. Then, bla bla bla. After that, when i went to find them, there was a cake on the time. WOOHOO, suprise for the august babies. ( Fengling, Shiru and I) I thought it was a girl guides party. -.- I was kinda shocked. o.0 LOL. Then, when i was so engrossed in the singing of birthday song, a girl called SERENE LIM. Who had a plate of whipped cream on her hand, PAK! ON MY FACE! OMG! My whole face kena whipped cream, fengling and shiru also kena. AND MY CONTACTS WENT !@#$%, because i didnt close my eyes as she PAK!, coz I DIDNT KNOW! My face so oily, my hair so oily, my hand also oily. Everything's oily. And i got a very whipped creamy smell all the way. Like vomit like that, bleah. And, thanks to the whipped-cream yesterday. I WAS REWARDED WITH ALOT OF PIMPLES ON MY FOREHEAD. Really, a thousand thank man. My forehead's pimple got alot of new friends. LOL Anyway, thanks alot alot alot for my beloved guides to prepare this wonderful and creamy birthday surprise for us. HARDWORK APPRECIATED. :D ALRIGHT, shall stop here, enough. LOL. bye. (: lingg Thursday, August 06, 2009 ' ♥
the ended love; 2:11 AM I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie Is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it OK I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do Reminds me of you And the clothes you left they lie on my floor And they smell just like you I love the things that you Do you see how much I need you right now? We were made for each other Out here foreverI know we were Yeah Yeah All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I do I give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me Yeah When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear will always get me through the day And make it OK I miss you Wednesday, August 05, 2009 ' ♥
the ended love; 3:07 PM okay, a few days of not blogging. haha, i felt so bored now. time: 11.38pm Today, biology test. Totally screwed. Idk how to do. Chemistry test, confirm flunk. Add maths test, already failed. What's wrong with me? TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG? Is it because i dedicated too much time on nonsensical stuff? I have been thinking and thinking these few days, what's wrong with me, actually? Am i sort of an idiot or what? I've been feeling, well, some kinda useless. THINGS, ARE NOT GETTING RIGHT. CCAs, friend, council board, school, tests. Every single thing stated, are all HAVING PROBLEMS, and has been exerting too much pressure on me. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME? What the samhill is happening? Hasn't things been so fine for me all along? I WAS a happy girl, just a few weeks ago. And after that few weeks, I AM an idiot, not happy at all. I'm getting more and more emotional each day. My mood is !@#$%^&, utterly BAD, so pardon me if, and i said IF. IF, i rise my voice and yell at you, or show you bad attitude, pardon me. I'm sorry i have to do that, because my mood is sometimes high, sometimes low. For people who has stepped on my toe, i'm sorry, i'll turn nasty in just one second. And, i mean it. NOBODY's trying to understand me, and i don't deserve to. AND, i don't even give a damn to people who are soooooo, self-centered. Well, it's your problem. Why should I even care? If, you think that you are ALWAYS right, live it up! Bring this kind of mindset all around until you die. If, you think that everyone will listen to you, then, go ahead and think all you want. If, you think that everyone will be standing at your side, go ahead and drag more people. If, you think that you're the best, go ahead and become an idiot when a person tells you that you're not. If, you think that i'll apologise to you, go ahead and dream. If you dream, it might come true. Giving you a chance to dream. I'M GOING CRAZY, EVERYTHING'S DRIVING ME TO THE EDGE OF MY DEATH. STUPID. IDIOT. Freak you manzxc. I FEEL LIKE VENDING MY ANGER ON YOU! PUNCH YOU! KILL YOU! BITE YOU! CUT YOU INTO PIECES! THROW YOU INTO THE POT! COOK CURRY HUMAN! What's the problem with you, you tell me? WELL, push everything to me. My fault, okay. Fine. I think, I did a wrong decision, a wrong choice. Whatever it is, i know who i am. I live it up with my own perspectives. I have my own stand, have my own characters. And i know it myself, I'm as stubborn as an ox. I wont give up, neither will i give in to such losers like you. No way, and never will. Trust me, and i really mean it. linggg. Sunday, August 02, 2009 ' ♥
the ended love; 4:54 PM alright, after 473892027937169 days, i finally updated! ;D anyway, although it's 2nd of august now, i still wanna wish my lamchichi, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! xD what's wrong with blogger? It seems weird. o.0 LOL, anyway, idk what to blog. Life just suck, suck, SUCK! Anyway, yesterday went to alot alot of places. o.0 lols, i don wanna elaborate anymore because regina blogged it out. Although there were some details she didnt say, but most of it are still in her blog. (: And, my mood recently, IS VERY BAD. Please, don mess with me. You will regret if you do so. Because, i can turn nasty very quickly. Watch out. &You're right, that person is not really a good person. Finally, i understand why you said that. You're the worst person i've ever seen. Anyway, people are often double-sided. If you think that they treat you good, it might not be true. It might just be their awful acts, with motives. Because, one day, they might just dump you here and walk away happily. Abandoned. This seems to be an easy word, but look deeply inside. It has hidden meanings in it. Well, friendship is just an empty shell. It's how you add your memories into the shell of friendship. Be it good, or bad. Sometimes, people are just treating you like !@#$%^&, that is it. Don't, ever let such people climb onto your head. Mess up with your brain, stab you in your heart, and walk away. lingg. |