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okay, a few days of not blogging.
haha, i felt so bored now.
time: 11.38pm

Today, biology test. Totally screwed. Idk how to do.
Chemistry test, confirm flunk. Add maths test, already failed.
What's wrong with me? TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG?

Is it because i dedicated too much time on nonsensical stuff?
I have been thinking and thinking these few days, what's wrong with me, actually?
Am i sort of an idiot or what?
I've been feeling, well, some kinda useless.
THINGS, ARE NOT GETTING RIGHT.

CCAs, friend, council board, school, tests.
Every single thing stated, are all HAVING PROBLEMS, and has been exerting too much pressure on me.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?

What the samhill is happening?
Hasn't things been so fine for me all along?
I WAS a happy girl, just a few weeks ago.
And after that few weeks, I AM an idiot, not happy at all.

I'm getting more and more emotional each day.
My mood is !@#$%^&, utterly BAD, so pardon me if, and i said IF.
IF, i rise my voice and yell at you, or show you bad attitude, pardon me.
I'm sorry i have to do that, because my mood is sometimes high, sometimes low.
For people who has stepped on my toe, i'm sorry, i'll turn nasty in just one second.
And, i mean it.

NOBODY's trying to understand me, and i don't deserve to.
AND, i don't even give a damn to people who are soooooo, self-centered.
Well, it's your problem. Why should I even care?
If, you think that you are ALWAYS right, live it up!
Bring this kind of mindset all around until you die.
If, you think that everyone will listen to you, then, go ahead and think all you want.
If, you think that everyone will be standing at your side, go ahead and drag more people.
If, you think that you're the best, go ahead and become an idiot when a person tells you that you're not.
If, you think that i'll apologise to you, go ahead and dream.
If you dream, it might come true. Giving you a chance to dream.

I'M GOING CRAZY,
EVERYTHING'S DRIVING ME TO THE EDGE OF MY DEATH.
STUPID. IDIOT.
Freak you manzxc.
I FEEL LIKE VENDING MY ANGER ON YOU!
PUNCH YOU!
KILL YOU!
BITE YOU!
CUT YOU INTO PIECES!
THROW YOU INTO THE POT!
COOK CURRY HUMAN!

What's the problem with you, you tell me?
WELL, push everything to me.
My fault, okay.
Fine.

I think, I did a wrong decision, a wrong choice.
Whatever it is, i know who i am.
I live it up with my own perspectives.
I have my own stand, have my own characters.
And i know it myself, I'm as stubborn as an ox.
I wont give up, neither will i give in to such losers like you.
No way, and never will.
Trust me, and i really mean it.

linggg.